Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Maybe I'll post today.

Creation contagion. I haven't really decided if this is a good idea. Putting one's inner thoughts into the ether of the internet may be cathartic for some, but it puts me out there, exposed, to whoever happens to click the buttons in the right (?) order.
No, I don't know what I'm hiding or even if I consider it hiding at all. I'm a private person and I like me that way. I don't trust well. There is a historical reason for that. That is one of the things I don't feel comfortable putting into writing just yet.
I have no followers, yet, because this is my first post. I figure it is kind of like a journal. Even when I have kept journals, I haven't put in every thought I had. I found a few of my notes later and thought about someone else finding them. It made me uncomfortable. Now at the age of 58, I think about people finding my thoughts after I'm gone. Maybe someone later would find something in my thoughts to help them through something. Maybe they would just be entertained. I've always felt separate. Maybe there is someone else who could identify with that. Maybe not.